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About Me Member Novelist rustypennyFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Poem of BoredomThe day began with pounding brain  the day trudged onward mostly the same  The light crept in to sting my eyes  The screen stayed still in agonizing disguise   
The sleep lay right behind the wake  We swear we've taken nearly all there is to take  The center itself is a comatose building  Trying to take make us all drown in the stream   
I'm attempting to rhyme and make this poetic  It's turned out rather dreary and kind of pathetic  But, the day of boredom is close to an end  Farewell my page, my only true friend Poem of Boredom
by ~rustypenny
instructionsI want to save you. Too late,  I've already said hello.   
I thought I could pretend;  I've never been good at that.   
I thought I could be honest.  I forgot the truth.  
 
I want to push.  I want to pull.   
Drown with me,  Drown in me.  
Love me, never leave me.  I'll push you.  Don't let me.   
A fight isn't enough,  Until it's physical.  
 
I'll run away,  I know how to make you let me.   
It's so easy.  It's never easy.   
I want this.  
I need this.   
Drown with me,  Drown in me. &n instructions
by ~rustypenny
falling away...I can't stop feeling that  You're leaving me  You're going away  You're pulling away  Fading away  Falling away from me   
So, I can't stop  Coming to you  Bringing you back  Pulling you close  Clutching you  Holding you to me   
I can't lose you so  I'll love you  Need you  Want you  Crave you  Embrace you  Kiss you and  Love you over and again   
Until one day  
You leave me  You go away  Pull away  Fade away and  Fall away from me falling away...
by ~rustypenny
truthI feel swollen and unused  Swollen with tears  Bleeding internal bruise   
It was the easiest lie I ever told  But in telling it,  
I ripped a piece from my soul   
There's no time for me  
In your busy life  My pain is a meaningless trifle   
There's nothing left to say, I said  And it's true  All along I've told you I love you truth
by ~rustypenny
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Excuse the delay....

Tue Oct 13, 2009, 10:00 AM
No more empty promises, I promise. I have begun to work on some time management techniques and DA will once more be a priority soon. I do have many other obligations (as you all well know) so at first my appearances may be gradual. In the process of the next couple of months though, I should be back in full swing with updates, completely view all of the deviations I have missed and post many of my own that I have yet to deliver. Soon, darlings, at least by the new year, I will return.

Hope absence has made your hearts, eyes, and minds grow the tiniest bit more fond of me.

<3
RustyPenny*

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  • Mood: Bewildered
  • Listening to: Social Distortion
  • Reading: "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory"
  • Watching: "The Mysteries of Pittsburg"
  • Playing: A Functional Adult
  • Eating: little, but healthier
  • Drinking: coffee... tea...some of that clear H2O stuff

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  • Current Residence: bumfuck nowhere, ky
  • Print preference: uh... huh? :/
  • Interests: :P
  • Favourite movie: anything with Kevin Spacey, Christopher Walken, John Cusack, Thora Birch, or Winona Ryder in it!
  • Favourite band or musician: NIN, Bowie, APC... but these are just barely scratching the surface
  • Favourite genre of music: I like anything, but I guess alternative/ grunge
  • Favourite artist: I can only choose one?
  • Favourite poet or writer: famously, Neil Gaiman, Francesca Lia Block, and Sylvia Plath... unknowns there are a lot
  • Favourite photographer: .... I'll get back to you on that
  • Favourite style of art: hrm... I like photosgraphy, hand drawn, and digital art... it's all about detail and beauty to
  • Operating System: I operate on expresso and nicotine... screw the systems
  • MP3 player of choice: I personally own a Lycra and it's decent
  • Shell of choice: turtle?
  • Wallpaper of choice: yellow... [does anyone get that allusion after all this time?]
  • Skin of choice: erm... pale... and purdy?
  • Favourite game: vid. game: Devil May Cry / board game: pictionary, monopoly, clue, etc. / rpg: Paranoia
  • Favourite gaming platform: PlayStation 2 [cause its sony and its what I got]
  • Favourite cartoon character: ... Judy Jetson, Jessica Rabbit, the babes
  • Personal Quote: I'm just a fucked up girl lookin' for my own peace of mind. Don't assign me yours.
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, pencil, paper, laptop [Dell notebook], inspiration
  • MSN: broken_and_severed@hotmail.com

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:icondarkraynerules:
~DarkRayneRules Jun 24, 2009, 7:05:16 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:s :)

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"Bored now"
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~rustypenny Oct 13, 2009, 9:43:44 AM
But of course

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xXxthe night was blue like drowning in a cocktailxXx
:iconstarryromance138:
~starryromance138 Nov 18, 2008, 2:53:27 PM
Hey,
It's Beth, I made a new DA page, because I couldn't resurrect my old page. So I've submitted some of my older works, and some new. I hope to talk to you soon, and that you and the little one are doing wonderfully.
:iconspecificallysomeone:
~SpecificallySomeone Jan 31, 2008, 12:59:59 PM
Hey, what's new, ex-Birthday-Girl-Who-Has-Been-Neglected-Of-A-Birthday-Present?


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コーヒー。
:iconspecificallysomeone:
~SpecificallySomeone Nov 23, 2007, 10:01:35 PM
Hello, bloodclot. Just letting you know, I updated meh gallery a little bit.

I still don't understand photoshop that much, so the pics are so-so. Oh well. Just a few more months 'til school. Hopefully then I'll greatly improve.

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コーヒー。
:iconevil-doll:
~eViL-DoLL Sep 30, 2007, 5:17:24 PM
thanx 4 all tghe faves :blowkiss:

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The beat of my heart was a bell that was tolling
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~Tomorrow-child Sep 18, 2007, 12:13:10 AM
I really like your work, I was actualy searching for something about my own 'Jarred' oddly enough and your peice of writing came up, I read it and I've got to tell you it was incredible
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~NightGoddessy Sep 13, 2007, 7:41:44 PM
You're awesome, thanks for commenting on so many of my pieces, loved reading your feedback :hug: :)

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"Love is not the neat thing you expect it to be. Love doesn't make things nice. It might ruin you. It makes things a mess. And it's never perfect." - Thomas Schumacher in Waiting for Michelangelo
:iconnightgoddessy:
~NightGoddessy Sep 6, 2007, 5:31:10 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: and the comment :hug:

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"Love is not the neat thing you expect it to be. Love doesn't make things nice. It might ruin you. It makes things a mess. And it's never perfect." - Thomas Schumacher in Waiting for Michelangelo
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~eViL-DoLL May 29, 2007, 4:09:33 PM
Thanx 4 the watch :blowkiss:

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The beat of my heart was a bell that was tolling
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